… there are days when I am so hungry for cock that it hurts. That my pussy is throbbing, and I find myself spending far too much time and energy tracing my tongue along anything that it touches, like the tip of  a pen or a spoon for my yogurt. I can’t think at all and when I do it’s only to wonder if this is what recovering or withdrawing drug addicts go through? On those days, even after I have enjoyed tasting and feeding from my Master, I am still so incredibly hungry that I worry about what is wrong with me. I look at ads on craigslist just to see what kind of cock is out there hunting for any wet hole that will take them. I have no interest in anything more than looking, but the looking just makes me more hungry. It’s a blessing and a curse that it makes me only more hungry for Master because it would seem the only cocks that are out hunting are the small or deformed. But what do I do when I feel this way? I take what Master offers. I don’t want to push too hard because He already knows me well enough to see when I am hungry and it is His choice shether to feed that craving. I could ask for a blue pill and go to town, but then I feel selfish and spoiled. I could wait to see what he offers, but then I get lost in my hunger… what do I do?

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