There’s a great deal of both guilt and helplessness when the Master/pet part of our life gets backburnered. I feel guilty because as the manager of the house and all things domestic, perhaps I could do an even better job of making time to just “be Doux”. Perhaps there are things that I can do during the day so that I won’t be so sore or tired or overwhelmed every night. Perhaps I’m just not doing things right.I feel helpless because I don’t know how to do better.

We each spend all day long working and working and working for each other. He is at a job He now hates because it pays for the things our family needs. I go nonstop from sun-up to sun down managing the house and kids while trying to get a second income off the ground so He can quit His hated job. Working our asses off for each other is taking all our time and energy so that we have nothing left to just ENJOY each other. Now we are in a new house which we have barely shaken the dust out of, and I’m hoping things will be better now that we’re all unpacked.

Wish me luck!

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