Taboo or turn-on? Or simply a turn-on because it’s a taboo?
A few nights ago Master was fucking me six ways from soreness and mid-thrust He orders me to call Him Daddy. I started out tentatively.. “fuck me daddy” and in mere seconds found myself climbing helplessly to a shout “Fuck me DADDY Make me HURT!”. My pussy was clenching, my heart racing, and I doubt I’d ever been so wet in my LIFE.
Where did that come from? Why did that work so well on me? I don’t really understand it. Like far too many girls I’ve met, I too had problems with my dad. The kind that now have him facing 30 years in prison in fact. When I saw the same Daddy/baby girl play in blogs or porn or anywhere else I always thought “Hey, if it works for them, that’s nice, but I could never…” So how is it I found myself clawing at Master and begging for more?
What’s even more interesting than my physical reaction was my mental reaction. In my mind/heart it brought up feelings of warmth, hunger, relief, safety, protection, and absolute love. And not for one second did it bring any of my past in. In that moment it was all about me and my Master. About unconditional love and care and carnal pleasure. Only afterwards, while in utter surprise, did I think about the past and how this was the least likely result of bringing the Daddy/baby girl dynamic into our sex life.
My thoughts: He is my absolute provider of all things. He is my protector against all pain. He is my sugar-daddy and my pappa bear. He has my absolute trust, lust, and unbreakable love. And He gives me the same in return. When I realized that, my former assumptions about how Daddy/baby girl play would fuck with my head came crashing down like a brick wall hit with the hammer of Thor!
I coulda saved 2 years of therapy and pills with a sex life like Master and I have!!!!
Tags: Daddy/baby girl play
July 29th, 2008 at 11:47 am
really it is eerie how we seem to think the same things at the same time. I am currently writing a post that reflects on being a babygirl. I think that last paragraph you wrote here about your thoughts: nails it! That’s exactly what it is.
July 29th, 2008 at 10:38 pm
I could go on and on, but so many things resonated with me that I will simply say this…
Thank God I am not the only survivor that has allowed her Sir to go there, to push the edge. It has been the best therapy of my entire life.
It is so good to know I’m not the only one.
(By the way, I added you to my Links!)
July 30th, 2008 at 3:06 am
Feels good doesnt it.
I love to play daddy’s girl. Who needs therapy with you have a Master…lol
July 30th, 2008 at 7:35 pm
i know this feeling oh to well. If someone would have told me years ago i would be in a Daddy/babygirl relationship i’d have scoffed at them. Here i am… glowing in my role as my Daddy’s girl. He is very protective, something of which i have not felt before, He loves me unconditionally, something only my mother had ever shown me, He’s taught me to love and more importantly trust not just in Him but in myself.
As someone who had their innocence stolen from them at a very early age, being in this role actually has brought me so much peace. So your last line… made me laugh and smile.
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