I laid there stretched out in his king sized bed, wondering what kind of fun he was up to. The more I thought about it, the more I had different fantasies trickle into my head. Fantasies I had only told another pet and never shared with Him before out of fear. I was afraid that if He commanded the fantasies into reality I may not be able to handle them and it hurts me SO much to ever dissappoint him. But lately… the fantasies seem less scary and more appealing. Not even the activities in my fantasies… just the general underlying theme behind them all. I am ready to be led. I am ready to obey. I am ready to stop questioning or challenging the orders given to me. I am inviting opportunities to make His fantasies become a reality in any way that I can. I want him to have no doubt that my body, my passion, my hunger is His to control completely. I am craving the chance to do His bidding and do so with a smile and a full heart! I am catching myself holding back responses that would be catty or jealous… responses that would be selfish. As His pet, I should never allow my jealousy to become more important than my Master’s pleasure. Instead I am waiting to really find a way to please him through accepting, and even enjoying the challenges he places on me. It occurred to me last night that his lusts for other women can feel like anything I want them to. Just like the bites and the belts and the clothespins and the firm cock that stretches me, these little birds and toys can give me a sting that drives me further. That softens me to bend even more to His will.
And so last night, stretched like a little spoiled kitten in a king’s bed, I found myself thinking about my Master and how much I would like to taste the pleasure he found from another woman and lick him clean
Tags: accepting submission, becoming submissive
maitresdoux September 4th, 2007 No Comments »










